it seems so pointless, often times. to sit in the glow of this computer screen and expect something to happen. as if typing on these keys would somehow bring you closer, or console me because your are not, or act as some sort of a replacement for what it is i really need. better to use these fingers to fuck myself into a semi coma and to taste your name on my tongue before i slip off to sleep. at least that will feel real, somehow. more real than this.


Adam said...

I'm sure when you come back from your holidays you'll be like a new Nick :)

becca said...

itense and full of emotion love this one as well.

DeepBlue said...

Covering the distance... again!
Such a sweet face. I would just like to rub gently my furry cheek against his. Lustful!